I’ve decided that I can’t do this dating thing anymore. I am so lonely, I am so frustrated and I’m so over all of this. Yes, it’s the consequences that I have for my actions from the divorce; but honestly I’ve been ‘single’ since around October 2012 that I am just ready for someone to come into my life.
I have felt so inexplicably drawn back to Church too, it’s eerie. I was an emotional wreck driving into work this morning, while at work today, and ultimately had the biggest boo-hoo moment on my way home this afternoon.
I’m taking myself off of everything and just going to take a break and enjoy my kids like I’ve been doing.